Lost Dreams

In a box locked in a closet, I keep all the photos and letters.

In these photos you’re holding me, kissing me, making me laugh. In the letters you said how much you love me… So, why we are not together?

Why do you leave me? My heart was in your hands. I though we were happy, but I guess I was wrong.

We used to say to each other : “We have to live our dreams before they fade away” and now, what happened with your dreams?

Everyday… Every second I think about you! And I try to understand what happened with us… I swear, I’m not gonna cry!

All my dreams decline, they fade away and die. All the plans we made together you left behind. You left me with a broken heart…

Tonight I’m gonna cry because all the love that I offer to you was never enough to set you free, was never enough to make you happy.

No, you don’t know what is like to be like me, a person with all your broken dreams…

Do what you want, someday you’ll realize all the bad things you did, and you’ll pay for all the evil that one day you cause to me!

Tonight I’ll close my eyes and free my soul… Tonight I’ll forget you…

There’s so many things that I wish I could say to you.

I realize that without you I can’t live. Without you my life is in vain.

You’re the only reason that keep me alive.

In my mind you’ll stay forever… And my heart will always be yours.

My Dream

I dreamed with you. You were in my arms, lying by my side. We were so close that I could feel your heart beating, your breath…

In my dream you just look at me and laugh, you hold me next to you.

I could stay that way forever..!

No Hope

There’s a empty space in my heart and dead memories in my mind.

There are tears in my eyes and sadness in my soul.

I’m digging my own grave… It’s time to go!

There’s no hope to me anymore… Is time to say goodbye…

I’m going to a place where all my sins are washed away…

Broken Pieces

My world is fallin’ apart and I can’t find my way.
My heart is broken and I’m trying to pick up the pieces. Do you know how much it hurts?

It’s too hard  for me to try to forget you, and it doesn’t make sense to me… But it means nothing to you!

I’m here alone trying to be strong, but is hard when all goes wrong…

 Hoje eu senti que te perdi. Senti que todos esses anos que nos conhecemos viraram apenas memórias das quais você não quer mais se lembrar.

Você não sabe o quanto doeu aquele abraço não correspondido, aquele olhar ignorado...

Você simplesmente conseguiu destruir tudo aquilo do qual eu me orgulhava, então não espere que eu seja a mesma pessoa com você. Aquela pessoa que um dia você conheceu, não existirá mais para você.

Boa sorte em seu caminho, pois eu não estarei mais ao seu lado... E caso você ainda se importe comigo,saiba que se um dia você quiser mudar isso, vai ter que lutar bastante para demonstrar que isso é realmente importante pra você. E tudo aquilo que você já me disse, será ignorado e tratado como mentira... 

Vision Divine - "Heaven Calling + Ascension"

[Heaven Calling]

In the air
I can only hear the freedom
The night has gone
Now I know my sins are forgiven
I stand so still
I lay on a mouldy floor
One ray, one smile
Moon, did you say goodbye?

I tried to be ready, now I'm here
There's an angel waiting
Cuddling my dreams, holding my head
Smiling at me

Heaven is calling, the angels are spreading their wings
Over the blue horizon they will fade away
Heaven is calling and I can't believe it's my name
My father is there waiting for me

Overwhelmed I surrender to my feelings
Once again
Ain't no way to guess your decision
Goodnight my dear
I'm ready to leave, I'm done
One ray, one smile
Oh, Moon, did I tell you 'bye?

If I ever wake up, it won't be here
'Cause my angel's waiting
He's back to me, holding my head
Smiling at me

Heaven is calling, the angels are spreading their wings
Over the blue horizon they will fade away,
Heaven is calling and I can't believe it's my name
My father is there waiting for me, for me, for me, yeah

Heaven is calling, the angels are spreading their wings
Over the blue horizon they will fade away
Heaven is calling and I can't believe it's my name
My father is there...

[Ascension]

Here I am
Is this the end you always have been searching for?
The meaning of what you called life?